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        Oh! that my young life were a lasting dream!
        
My spirit not awakening, till the beam
        
Of an Eternity should bring the morrow.
        
Yes! though that long dream were of hopeless sorrow,
        
'Twere better than the cold reality
        
Of waking life, to him whose heart must be,
        
And hath been still, upon the lovely earth,
        
A chaos of deep passion, from his birth.
        
But should it be—that dream eternally
        
Continuing—as dreams have been to me
        
In my young boyhood—should it thus be given,
        
'Twere folly still to hope for higher Heaven.
        
For I have revelled when the sun was bright
        
I' the summer sky, in dreams of living light
        
And loveliness,—have left my very heart
        
Inclines of my imaginary apart
        
From mine own home, with beings that have been
        
Of mine own thought—what more could I have seen?
        
'Twas once—and only once—and the wild hour
        
From my remembrance shall not pass—some power
        
Or spell had bound me—'twas the chilly wind
        
Came o'er me in the night, and left behind
        
Its image on my spirit—or the moon
        
Shone on my slumbers in her lofty noon
        
Too coldly—or the stars—howe'er it was
        
That dream was that that night-wind—let it pass.
        
I have been happy, though in a dream.
        
I have been happy—and I love the theme:
        
Dreams! in their vivid coloring of life
        
As in that fleeting, shadowy, misty strife
        
Of semblance with reality which brings
        
To the delirious eye, more lovely things
        
Of Paradise and Love—and all my own!—
        
Than young Hope in his sunniest hour hath known.